Sunday, November 13, 2005
after (obviously) surfing YouTube and watching too many videos, i woke-up my lazy ass and started fixing all the crap i have in my room. today's target: my trusty plastic storage boxes (otherwise known as my "lockers" in high school. now they serve as very useful containers to dump my stuff in :D). i started with the smallest one, the one that contained all of my CDs. found a lot of my dad's broadway CDs (i heart broadway... hehe), some PC games, my boy band CDs (yes, i went through that stage, too) and lo and behold, my group's Speech project for Senior year! hahaha i immediately played it on the laptop and found myself laughing at the things... the things i did, the things we (namely me, Cam, Watson, Miks, Rol, Mark, Karen, Jonreph, Melai and Katrine) did! i can't believe, no wait, i CAN believe we got the highest grade in class for that subject! hahaha (pride people! one must be proud! hehehe)
while watching the vid, it dawned on me that i really wasn't very high maintenance back then (not that im very high maintenance now, im still quite simple if you ask me.) i knew i was not very "girly", but i didnt know i was that um... ignorant? for one thing, all throughout the show, my hair was such a mess! hahaha no wonder i wouldn't hear the end of my mom's wise words about combing my hair... hahaha my tops were great, but my bottoms... well, they had a mind of their own. i can't believe i wore those things... haha i also noticed that i didn't know how to talk back then. i kept repeating the word "yeah" all the time, hahaha i also had a tendency to repeat the words my co-host would say, hahaha thank goodness i have grown over the past few months (thanks to a few nudges here and there... haha)! i've become more neat, i fix myself up more often and the clothes i wear? way better than before... hahaha although, i think i have to learn to stay way from black. my mom's starting to nag about it, always asking me if that's the only color that's found in my closet. i have more confidence now and i think i speak better than before.
i became second-homesick (being that my high school was my second home) again. i miss high school and all my friends in high school. with them, i have absolutely no apprehensions. i am myself. and it takes time to become that way again in college.
hay...nakakamiss lang talaga... hehe
