Friday, December 30, 2005
I told my mom the other day that this will be my first Christmas wherein I didn't text every single person in my phonebook & greet them "Merry Christmas!". And then she replied, "Nygak... Scrooge."
So okay, I was Ms. Scrooge for Christmas '05.
It's just that the 'Ber months have never felt so dark, dry and lonely. It's not like it was before. Yes, the real meaning of Christmas is the celebration of Christ's birthday. But it was as if the lack of abundance in Christmas lights and Holiday decor felt like nobody was celebrating anymore. The feeling is gone. Maybe it's because life right now has become harder. Most people would rather save their money rather than "waste" them on
magastos Holiday stuff.
I hope this'll pass. I don't want to celebrate Christmas next year feeling like Ms. Scrooge.
This I promise though, January 1 will be different. :)
