Monday, July 17, 2006
ParanoiaIt's a sick bitch.
Over the past few days, I have been paranoid (
note: this might even be an understatement) about the topics I need to present for my argumentative paper. To make the long story short, a number of my topics have been, sadly, rejected. Quite frankly, I feel
stupid and
frustrated that I can't think of any feasable and
approvable topic
and that I can't make a proper thesis statement. Sure, I can think of a dozen topics that I'd want to write about, but none of them can be considered for my argumentative paper. Is it my fault that I am not as politically inclined as I should be, seeing that most argumentative topics come from that area (politics)? Is it my fault that I am (if I may) stupid and overly frustrated?? My parents are saying that I'm just getting ahead of myself, that I'm being too pessimistic. My friends believe that I can do it and also say that I'm being
too paranoid. One of them even sermoned me about it, basically saying that if I think that I can't think of any topic, I sure as hell won't be able to think of one. And I believe them.
Damn it! Why does my being such a perfectionist come at the wrong time??? I'm getting too pessimistic!
Crap... wish me luck... better yet, pray for me... thanks :)
Note: I just wanted to get this out, it's been bothering me for some time now...
